Oh my fucking god, I hate presentations.

I hate economics.

Therefore, my hatred for economics presentations eclipses the fucking sun.

THERE ARE TWO MORE DAYS OF CLASS. WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU MAKING US PRESENT?

Taeyeon, Jessica, Tiffany, Sunny, Yuri, Hyoyeon, Seohyun-ni, Sooyoung-eawon, Yoona...

Don't rinse, but repeat.

FML. Je deteste ma prof de francais.

Translation: Fuck my life, I hate my French teacher.


I have a 'speaking exam' tomorrow. I normally don't mind them- I haven't scored below a 96/100 on them ever, this being my fifth year in French.

NOT ONE PERSON KNOWS THE GOD-FORSAKEN PROMPT.

There is no prep time. Apparently, we literally get told a subject to talk about, and then we go up in front of the class and speak. For who-knows-how-goddamn-long.

It wouldn't suck so much if tomorrow wasn't the last day before fall break.

What I do on a Saturday Night

I think that needs to be read/sung like this: 'ni-ight'.


Yeah. Quick update: I am a junior in the IB program. If you all care. I know you do~
But yeah, my school has a course called IBUSH. Those of you in APUSH, please prove that you are actually in the possession of a brain and deduce what IBUSH is.

For those of you who don't know for some reason: APUSH = AP US history. Therefore, logical thought progression says that IBUSH = IB US History.

We have study guides of sorts, which are pretty much questions we answer as based on the book, which I read. I can't speak for anyone else actually reading it, though...

But yeah. Long story short, the chapter 19 study guide was only a page F/B long instead of two pages F/B.

TL;DR I had one page less of history homework than I thought, which made my ten-minutes. Also, I do homework on a Saturday ni-ight.

BTW, annoying neighbors are STILL HERE.

How to deal with this?

My house just got invaded by these neighbors that we know-but-don't-really-know, because they apparently locked themselves out of their house.

    | their house

    |

    |

    |

------------------My house

on perpendicular streets.

But yes, we don't know them at all. And I'm in high school. Their kids (the dad / kids are here) are in elementary school.

So yeah, nothing to say.

Plus I was napping in the room right next to the door, and I jumped up when the doorbell rang...

Help D:

OH MY GOD WHAT THE HELL IS THIS-

watching video on Youtube.


gets stopped suddenly by advertisement.

USUALLY just mute/wait, or just skip, BUT.


BLEACH [THE MOVIE] FADE TO BLACK: GOOD-BYE, RUKIA!

WHAT. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS INSANITY???

THEY'RE DUBBING FTB!

WHAT????

WHY ARE THEY ADVERTISING ON YOUTUBE OH MY GOD I'M SO CONFUSED

...
yeah.

This is what I get when I re-watch Ouran.

Have you ever had those mornings where as soon as you get up and the first person who talks to you altogether make you feel like going back into bed and never getting out? Just did.

Back.

Eeeh, I've been gone awhile. Even worse, the top few posts are me fangirling about various animes! ^_^

I saw a link to these- I thought they were inventive, but still pretty weird.

http://www.containerstore.com/shop/bath/cosmeticsOrganizers/countertop?productId=10031100&N=71792&Nao=20

D.Gray-man!

Or as some fans kindly call it, D.Gay-man. Or something.

I support:
OT4. Hell yes, OT4. Although I've only ever seen one OT4 fic D:

Yullen.
Come on, you know it's so cute.

Lavi/Lena. Yeah, I don't really think Lenalee goes that well with the other two alone. Plus Lavi cried for her on the ship!

MY FAVORITE CRACK!!!PAIRING: CROSSxTYKI. YES YOU READ THAT RIGHT. THERE WAS ONE - ONE!!!- FIC I READ.




Oh, right. I kinda not really support Poker Pair too, just in a more crack-humor-LOLstalker!Tyki way.

Bleach- IchiRuki, IshiHime, UlquiHime, ByaRen, etc.etc.etc.

Let's get this out of the 'way'- I am a girl. I read Bleach. No, those two facts do not automatically mean that I ship people, but...yeah, I do ship ^_^

My Bleach OTP:

IchiRuki. Ichigo x Rukia. Ichigo + Rukia. Howevertheheck you want to write it, KUROSAKI ICHIGO AND KUCHIKI RUKIA are together-together. I can and will provide my reasons for it in a bit.


What I think should happen with Hime:
Okay, no, let's get serious. I think she and Ulquiorra seriously would've had something going on, but Ulquiorra died. I support brief, evanescent UlquiHime, and definitely long-term IshiHime- and if you start telling me stuff like 'Ichigo likes her WAY more than Uryuu does!!!1111!1!!", I'll have to point out not-so-nicely that Ichigo literally NEVER notices Orihime, let alone her good attributes.
URYUU is the one that notices Orihime, compliments her, and actually LIKES HER. He SEES HER as MORE than a classmate. Ichigo simply DOES NOT NOTICE HER.

RenRuki or not RenRuki?
Not. Just not. I think they're like siblings; they grew up in Rukongai together, and yes- something might have come upon it, except Renji completely isolated himself from her during those forty years. It may not have been entirely his fault, but he certainly didn't help matters.
Side note- I found out recently that A) my martial arts sensei watches Bleach, and B) she also thinks that Renji and Rukia are siblings, as evidenced by how she named her two new puppies (from the same litter/batch!) Renji and Rukia. :DDD

Kaien/Rukia:
NO. NONONONONO. KAIEN WAS MARRIED TO MIYAKO. RUKIA IDOLIZED BOTH KAIEN AND MIYAKO. I choose to interpret this relationship as simply friend/sibling.

HitsuKarin:
It's so cute! It's total crack and they've only ever met in anime filler, but it's such a cute, good crack pairing!
Also, Karin is LITERALLY the only person who calls Toushirou by his given name. ONLY ONE. Even Momo doesn't...didn't...before she was horrifically attacked by accident and stabbed...but yeah. If I had to pick my favorite anime-only-filler-crack, it'd definitely be HitsuKarin.

My very limited opinion on Naruto

Sakura has such a creative name. Haruno Sakura, ne? Haru = spring, no = possessive, Sakura = cherryblossoms.

Therefore, Sakura Haruno (or written Eastern-style with last name before given name) or Haruno Sakura literally means 'spring's cherryblossoms'. Or cherryblossoms of spring.

Even more creative when you realize that she has pink hair.

things that make me cry

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2.

That was so damn good. So damn epic. Such a good damn ending...and I can't really bring myself to say it, but yes. It all ends. It is over, and no a finally does not freaking go there.

Snape! Just...SNAPE!

God, that scene with him hugging Lily's dead body and crying and looking so damn torn apart...
The Great Hall filled with casualties- Fred, and oh- Remus and Tonks! Remus...and Tonks...
And with the Resurrection Stone. God, the Stone. That killed me.

As did this: http://mols.tumblr.com/post/7563880332

I freaking sobbed (silently) at that ^. READ that. If you are a Harry Potter lover, read that.

HELL yeah.

I am so damn proud to be part of the Harry Potter generation.

I believe...

I support gay rights.
No, just because I support does not mean that I'm necessarily a lesbian. One of my friends is, but I've supported gay rights for a while. What's the point of being hateful? I mean, seriously. Life is life.
Life is short.
Life's a bitch.
There's so many sayings like that- why do you want to make someone else's life bad?

This reminds me of...

my childhood. Or at least, younger days.

I'm may only be a teenager now, but still.

It's 1:42 AM now, and I love the staying up.

Didn't we all love staying up really, really late? I'm doing it again now, and it's nostalgic.

I looked up an old song from when I was a kid. She Couldn't Change Me, by Montgomery Gentry.
My parents and I had an old country CD that was pretty much all we listened to when I was a kid- I only really started listening to music in ninth grade- and this was one of my favorite songs from that.

I still remember the words.

I feel kind of like when I looked up the old Pokemon theme songs (from the BEGINNING seasons, the REALLYFREAKINGGOODONES) and I still remembered those words, too. From five to eight years ago...

I feel like Sky Chord ~ Otona Ni Naru something by Tsuji Shion is kind of like my song.
I'll parse out the lyrics in another post, but here's a bit of the chorus:

I know for sure there are things more precious than growing up.
I know for sure that those will remain unfindable (>.< ick. a bit wordy.) and I'll still be growing up along the way.

And then part of the second verse:

I always wanted to stay awake until the morning/back in the time when I was an impatient kid.

So. Yeah.

I hate people that...

• insist on speaking another language to me when I've stated multiple times that I do not understand the language
• insist on disagreeing with something
• are close-minded
• people who dismiss my choices

I guess what I'm trying to get at is that sometimes, people really fucking annoy me.

Take an example that happened - oh, maybe two minutes ago? Probably three.

I've carpooled with this one girl for the past two years. I have not liked it.
To be more fair than I feel like being, it's probably not her fault. Mostly. I always feel unreasonably intimidated (not physically.) when I'm with her, because she seems to just be better.
Actually, who knows? Maybe those kinds of people do go out of their ways to cultivate their reputation like that.
I don't particularly care.

Anyway, her mother has been calling mine. (I'm out of town in Boston for a program, so I've been really busy.) My  mom just called her back. It turns out that she wants to carpool next year AGAIN, despite the fact that she (the girl) has a car and was supposed to be getting her own ride to school (again, really don't care.).

What she says now is that she wants to carpool, for reasons unknown.

She then proceeded to promptly dismiss one of my elective-electives (it doesn't even count as a class; it's a PSAT prep class that's an hour before school actually starts.) as 'stupid and pointless, it won't help [her] at all'.
Now, granted, I am in a fairly rigorous out-of-school SAT prep class (it's freaking good too.), my auto-response was 'what the fuck?'.

I think I'm granted to it.

What the fuck? Who the fuck is she to judge anyfuckingthing I want to do?!?!?!?!

Yeah.

It's really fucking annoying though, not to mention that it hurts. I guess it's something between 'do I really deserve that sheer lack of thought before blurting some random shit out?' and 'are my decisions really that bad?'.

Buuuuuuuuuuut anyway. On to dinner.

Squealing

There are VEEEEEERRY few things I squeal about (or admit to, at least.), and anime is definitely (I think) the only thing.

Example: The new FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST: BROTHERHOOD MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M SMILING LIKE AN IDIOT NOW AND I CAN'T CAN'T CAN'T WAIT.


I love that I can understand random bits of stuff from the trailers!

Yatsu no chikara, chikara, atarashii sekai, atarashii sekai ga nai!!! (Ed right there.), Chuui, AKLGJ ioefj EPTJUipoetLOJi

FKL ADJFKLJEWRIOT U4I3UT-O4TKPO PO P32O48936854163
2

EOKCT JFIPODJAFLJDKLFJALFJOERGTLR/


I can't wait.

Sky Chord by Tsuji Shion, AKA JAPANESE!

Mmmmmmmmmmm.......... I love Japanese!

So I'm going to parse out some lyrics just for you Kidding. It's for me too.

HERE WE GO!

Sunao na uta ga utaenai
I can't sing an honest song.
Kazaritsukete shimau kara
Because I always end up sugar-coating it.
Itsukara konna ni raku ni jibun
Since when have I been able to
Mamorukoto wo oboeta no.
protect myself so easily?
Kotei kara mieru sora
You can see the sky above the schoolyard-
Kimi ni wa nani iro ni utsuru?
What color catches your eye?
Tada masshiro na kumo - demo, tokini
There're only pure-white clouds - but sometimes
Makkuro ni kaetaku naru
I just want them to turn pure-black.


That's the first stanza of it. I was planning to color-code them all (English translation and Japanese word the same color), but I figured that instead of destroying your eyes I'd put a glossary of sorts at the bottom.

Uta (oo-tah, long a sound) - song
Sunao (soo-nah-oh, long a sound on the 'nah') - honest
Kumo (koo-moh, long o then short o) - clouds (in this context. In other contexts, kumo also means spider.)
Kotei (koh-tay-ee, short o sound, then try to say 'eh' on the 'te') - schoolyard
Sora (so-rah, long a on the rah) - sky
Tada (like you'd think, except a little less harshly) - just/only. [It's just my cousin, it's only my cousin.]
Shiro (she-roh) - white
Masshiro (mah-she-roh) - adding the suffix 'ma' [and the tsu character] makes it pure white
Kuro (koo-roh) - black
Makkuro (mah-koo-roh) - pure black. Same as with shiro and masshiro.

Those are the random nouns.

Feelin' great

and Shoujo S by SCANDAL is my new theme song.
Seriously rockin' out here by myself, and I feel freaking great.
You wish you were me, don't you? ;] it's all good. Just dress up in that oh-so-casual but sexy dark jeans (no name-brands here, sorry!) and black T with white and gray swirls and are those rhinestones? They sure do look hot. Paired with a high-clipped ponytail and curls just brushing the neck and a totally bared collarbone, sss hot!

See?

Already back!
Just a quick update about the fireworks yesterday, then I'll upload my Omegle adventures.

Last night's fireworks were...interesting. I videoed them with my iTouch for most of the show, but they  just didn't have that special awe for me- maybe I've outgrown them? Regardless, I convinced my dad to let us stay the whole show.
Out of pure luck, we got a parking spot right in front of the field-thing.
Of course, when we were leaving, some idiot hit another car in front of us. And it was a Mustang that got hit. Even I know that a Mustang is a freakin' good car.

The idiot had a tall (?) SUV car thing and the rear-windshield cleared the top of the Mustang, so he backed up and bumped the Mustang. I really, really hope nothing happened to the Mustang, because after 5-10 minutes of talking and arguing, they all left.

Of course.........there was so much traffic that it took us ten minutes to GET THERE, and half an hour to GET OUT.


I'm the kind of girl that goes around in jeans and a top, so when I dress up even a bit (ie; look girly or dressy) I'm received with surprise and sometimes astonishment, which is really pretty affronting. Is that a word? No, it isn't. Either way, I am affronted (there.) when people are like 'OMG ---- YOU LOOK GIRLY!'. I clean up pretty well, I just don't spend two hours getting ready in the morning- hello, I'm sleeping. I stay up doing homework, I get up at a decent time in the morning.
Anyway. I was remembering that if my friends saw me yesterday, they'd be like 'woah.'. I wore a bit-above-the-knees white puffy skirt, a tank-top that was white with navy polka-dots, and a (what?) light gray (grey looks pretty too) cardigan-thing. I'm not sure of the name...it's more like a shrug. Not knit, no buttons, just the kind that's really flowy and silky-feeling and ties in the front.

Maybe a picture of that later? And the video of fireworks. And omegle.
But now I have to go finish an application and STUDY my butt off! Bye!